Summer at clear lake!!
Deanna, Me, Jamie, and Meaghan!


God is SO GOOD!

Seriously I want to yell it out to everyone right now.

GOD IS SO GOOD!

First of all, I went o my first drag queen show last night, holy moly, some of those "girls" looked better then "real" women!!!
I was amazed at the glamour and the quick wit and the fashion sense they have.

I was saddened by the pain they are running from.

One of them told me she that dressing up saved her because she could go from being this sad, scared, lonely person to living what ever life she wanted. She could tell people anything she wanted, do what she wanted. She created a whole new life for her self. She escaped. How sad, to not have anyone or anything in your life to turn to. How sad not to have a healthy way to express yourself.

I had fun with them, I loved watching them perform and I even had a song dedicated to me! But at the end of the night I was feeling very sad. I guess I just soaked up all their pain like a sponge. I was feeling physically sick to the point where my head was foggy and I felt almost like I couldn't drive home. I know now, that that happened because I had been praying for them while I was there and I was under attack from the enemy. How scarry to think he has that kind of power. Not as strong as God's though. thank you Jesus.

I'm so blessed to have the people I have in my life.

Kenn- I'm so amazed at your journey, I think I've had struggles, but I am so humbled when I think of all that you have been through. Thank you for being so loving and calm and funny and honest. I appreciate so many things about you. I thank God for your transformation not only because your life is on the right path now, but also because you are able to bless so many people simply by being you.

Moe- When I think of all the people I've worked with and all the places I've been I find it impossible to think of one person who has impacted my life the way you have. I know you say I bless you, but you allow and encourage me to find my giftings with which I am able to bless. I admire your strength and your honesty your love and compassion and your way of always loving me and affirming my faith. I used to think I had done so many rotten things in my life that I didn't deserve good things, but I must've done something right to blessed with a friend, boss and mentor like you.

I fixed things with my best friend. God opened up a cave in my heart that I didn't even know I had been concelaing. I told alot of truths tonite that I didn't even know I was keeping from her and from myself. Thank you Jesus for being the breath in my lungs, the thoughts in my mind and the words in my mouth.

I'm going to bed now, finally, after a really long but fruitful day.

I'm just feeling so blessed.